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so we are here with Ley who's been on
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the streets of of London for how long uh
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3 years now three years Ley yeah all
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right what triggered your homelessness
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uh mental health originally and then
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once you're homeless uh you seem to be
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under a different set of rules to the
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rest of the world sorry once you once
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you are homeless it was mental health
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originally I stopped engaging with
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everything had a
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breakdown and um but then once you are
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home you you seem to be under a
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different set of rules to the rest of
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the world and how long ago was that that
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was 3 years ago 3 years ago you become
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homeless yeah yeah in London yeah in
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London and uh you've been homeless
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before that I was in Brighton before
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that in Brighton are you from Brighton
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yourself I was I'm from Devon
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originally I've lived in bright I was
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Liv in Brighton for about 20 years in oh
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from Devon but in Brighton how was being
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homeless in Brighton oh yeah oh Brighton
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very different
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very different but it's not the same
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thing cuz I was from cuz I lived there
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for a long time so I had support network
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I had places to stay I was not wasn't on
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the streets so much in
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Brighton you weren't on the streets so
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much not so much yeah more that I had
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places kind of homeless but being in
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shelters and I knew people I had friends
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to stay with and yeah things like that
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yeah I let well tell us about your
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childhood and well um said from Dev on
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right yeah I had a lovely childhood but
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my childhood's not nothing to do with be
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me being homeless now I don't think
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really um I think I was made homeless
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cuz but to to wake me up I think I've
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been yeah I needed to reach
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um botom to be spiritually woken and I
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found God now so that's what happened to
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you yeah you you reach the bottom yeah
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yeah totally yeah and that's what that's
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what woke me up spiritually and now I'm
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on the right path now I feel like all
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right woke you up spiritually what do
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you mean by that I mean it sounds like
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it was a it was a good good experience a
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very good experience yeah um so yeah um
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you I didn't realize that there was
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anything oh hello thank you so much
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amazing thank
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you
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cupcak I love L's cupcakes so basically
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when you reach
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when I was not looking for God I wasn't
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looking for anything remotely spiritual
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I was always one of those people that
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said I believe in something but I don't
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know what a higher power or whatever but
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not particularly God
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um and I think I was put off by the word
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Gods by organized religion for most of
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my life and yeah
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having this reaching the Rock Bottom
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when you when you're so miserable that
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you don't want to be in your own head
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anymore um it sort of triggered this
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spontaneous Dark Night of the Soul
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where it's like your Consciousness
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detaches from your ego and you
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you're you you you achieve a higher
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state of consciousness you gain a higher
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state of consciousness so so this is
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what you achieve through hting the
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bottom conscious separated from the ego
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yeah yeah basically and you kind of
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still in the same state you're like
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feeling like
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so
